TIME CAPSULE'S

STOH

2012-01-26T06:15:00.005+08:00

It takes a thousand steps away from where you belong to discover your true self. The earth rotates itself at the same time circling the sun. You wouldn’t felt the earth’s movement by standing still on the surface of earth. You have to go out to the space in to the vacuum darkness and a condition with no OXYGEN. Almost always the case, one being outside of your comfort zone will learn a lot more lesson than one being inside.

I love running when I was a kid. I am a fast one too. I am skinny and yet healthy. Back then, it was always my parents who will force me to eat some rice to increase my body weight. During that age of high metabolism, everything I eat will be furiously converted into energy and no fat left behind. This explains much of my energetic behaviours. I am very close to nature when I was a kid. I would go running to the beach to explore everything the universe has to offer. In my own way, I felt that life was quiet adventurous. Fishing is always enjoying even when there’s no catch. I learn making my first wooden fishing rod when I was 8.
Just besides the old house, there is a small sheds that granpa used to stored peeled coconuts. There, me and my cousins will spend the whole evening playing around, hanging on the wooden beams and aim birds with slingshots until its dark. Almost always every time our parents have to drag us from the sheds forcing to take bath. Electric supply is generated by diesel engine. So from 10 onwards, there will be no electricity. Which also mean, no tv. Bedtime story is always fun to hear when you have nothing, no other visual animated technology. The beauty of it is it does not have any boundary of your imaginations. It improves your ability to imagine, to be innovative and creative. It stimulates visual that only you can perceive.

Mother turtle lays eggs which later become little baby turtles. They will find their way to the ocean after they hatched. But, the nature has its way to control the population. Not all of the eggs will hatched, not all of the baby turtle will find its way to the ocean, not all of the baby turtle will survive in the oceans. Same goes to human. Babies are born almost every minute from all around the world. But not all will be lucky enough to have a comfort living. There will have to show some effort to be in one. Life is challenging. Everything that revolves around life will have its own unique way to deal it with. Until then, keep going ahead into a direction.

I miss those days as much as I want to go back for a visit, I will not change a thing about it not even the mistakes that I have made during my childhood, because with that mistakes I have made, I am what I am now. A better person than before.

REVISIT

2011-10-03T04:22:00.003+08:00

I was just playing around with the googlesearch engine, trying to type my own name and what I found was the blog I had, that I adbandoned for almost 2 years now. For a sec there I thought to myself yea why not revisit the page and starts where I had left it. When I saw the last post it was about my industrial training. Then there is another 1 about a dad’s blessing, the one with 5 lovelyguys blowing the candles for father’s day. Believe in or not is been almost 2 yrs and yet it feels like it just yesterday. Which is btw why I renamed it time capsule’s. Not that it’s fancy or cool, but hell yea its my blog I’ll named it watever I want.

I was thinking to buy myself an ipad or iphone or DSLR cam. There are all expensive items, I can only afford to have 1. Lets play a game which I like to call “who can influence wira best”. If you can influenced me, I promise to not talk bad behind your back.kaay.

UNTOLD BURDEN BEHIND A LOVING SOUL

2011-10-03T03:15:00.004+08:00

Once in the late 20’s a child was born from a poor Chinese family in a rural village area. He was born with perfect arms and legs although there were barely any modern meditations during those days. Life is hard back then. Due to the already big family they had, the parents are afraid that they might not capable to raise the child. They have decided to give this child away to a Malay couple from another village not far to be adopted.

With lots of love, the Malay couple treated this child like their own son and so does the sisters he had after that. To be able to survive in the thick jungle of Borneo in the 20’s are unimaginable. The education system and schools are still far from being implemented those days. Their math are to count the numbers of fish they have caught, their physics are to build a canoe that hardly enough to accommodate 2 person and their chemistry are to cook their meals which are all made from natural resources.
This child had grown up and became a man. As he is the eldest child, he had to work hard to feed the other siblings replacing his dad who are growing old and too weak to do any heavy physical activities. With no qualifications on his education background, he has learned the hard way to earn a living. A hard and honest way. He takes fees making canoe for the fishermen and when there is no demand, he starts selling coconuts and watermelons from the farm he starts on his own from scratch. As rivers are the only modes of transportation, he maneuver a poor conditioned boat along the Rajang’s loaded with coconuts and watermelons, but he is a one happy man. Familiar or unfamiliar he always make a move to greet others.

I am lucky to have a chance to ride it when I was small. I can still recall the sound of the rusted diesel driven engine of the boat although it’s been almost 20 years now.

They have 5 kids living happily in an old wooden house. Not long down the road of happiness he and his wife shared, born the 6th child of theirs. It is a baby girl. But in great despair, his wife passed away rite after giving birth to the last child. The virtue he shared with his wife never fade instead passed to the children he love. So I witness it myself. Time is not to be wasted, he struggle day and night to give his children the basic needs.

But time has changed. Before he realizes it, he is an old man. He sits at the verandah sipping a cup of tea at the same time staring far away with his own thoughts as the bruises of wind blows his thin white hair. The wrinkles on his face show how time really had passed vividly. Every night would be a sleepless night, the cough he had was getting thicker and deeper and I swear sometimes its just unbareable to even looked or hear the pain he had felt. Every step would be sore, but he never fails to cover it up with humors and laughter. Always standing tall with his two washed feet with hands set neat at the back of the waist.

And so was his storey of hardship he had gone through, like what always being told to his listeners. He did it, not just to tell but to hope that something would be learned from it. He’s a man that always figured out his own way to do things and always stand proud of it. Slowly, just before his final moment, he was calm and repeatedly recites prayers till his moment ends.

There are moments in life that you can’t forget when touched by another soul.

There are moments in life not even time can even heal.

There are moments in life when you began to remenice about the past.

It’s ok. Because it’s almost the only evidence that i’ve got to show I’m not empty inside.

BY WIRRA

Better than yesterday.

2009-10-24T14:48:00.007+08:00

Different density of the hot and cold air resulted this phenomenon.As all of u can see, tis is wad my site looks likeee.

I been busy, busy with internship.Plus i have to work on Saturday which left only Sunday for me to rest.Since today is a holiday and i'd nothing on schedule, might as well i spend some time updating my blog which has been left out for several months now.A lot happened since then and i don't know where to start.OW YA..THIS YEAR RAYA ROCKS.I get to visit most of frens.They're doin fine, some already further their studies, some working and earn a good salary well at least good for my age.Some getting married,some engage and we share the joy together. At the same time i also get to meet new frens from work. They're a bit senior than me but i get to be treated like a grownups. I share my experience in college they share their thoughts bout life,marriage,working,money,hobbies and families. One of em even helped me improve my guitar skills and provide materials for me to learn.Construction site is their everyday playground,they're covers wit mud when it rains and breath dust when the scorching sun is above their heads and noises from the heavy construction machinery is a rhythm from their anthem. Its just how they make a living and contributing to society. Ah Tan.This guy can't even read or write.He didn't even finish his SPM.He looks late 50's when actually he is in his late 40's,have fewer teeth then most of the guys in his age,his skin can't get any thicker and darker. He's a general worker with 30 years of experience and always have the solution for all problems. If i have questions bout construction on "HOW" i go to him. If questions bout "WHY" i go directly to consultant.
"TO KNOW AND NOT TO DO IS NOT TO KNOW,TO DO AND NOT TO KNOW IS NOT TO DO" it's their fav quote.

A DAD'S BLESSING.

2009-06-22T18:06:00.001+08:00

A young man was getting ready to graduate from college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted.

As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation, his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautifully wrapped gift box. Curious, but somewhat disappointed, the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound religious book*, with the young man's name embossed in gold. Angry, he raised his voice to his father and said "With all your money, you give me a book?* and stormed out of the house, leaving the book*.

Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and wonderful family, but realized his father was very old, and thought perhaps he should go to him. He had not seen him since that graduation day. Before he could make arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had passed away, and willed all of his possessions to his son. He needed to come home immediately and take care of things.

When he arrived at his father's house, sudden sadness and regret filled his heart. He began to search through his father's important papers and saw the still new religious book*, just as he had left it years ago. With tears, he opened it* and began to turn the pages. And as he did, a car key dropped from the back of the book*. It had a tag with the dealer's name, the same dealer who had the sports car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation, and the words PAID IN FULL.

How many times do we miss God’s* blessings and answers to our prayers because they do not arrive exactly as we have expected?

Don’t let time pass you by before you learn to appreciate your loved ones.

UPDATING MY BLOG JAMBULLY.

2009-06-13T14:28:00.003+08:00

Long time dee i didn't post any new article.It's been a while.I'm doin my internship now dee, at MJC batu kawah.I finally choose here because it offers everything i wanted to learn.Detach house,school,mosque,STP,high rise condos, pavement,they got it. Been to bali last 2 weeks with family although with all the H1N1 disease, we are lucky not to have one.FIUH.Even though i did get a fever during the vacation.huhu.It saturday and i'm still on my desk in my office...MJC...Ooooo MJC..saturday oso working,full day sumore!!haiz~..Now i have to get used of wearing formal on saturday.i DIDN'T LIKE IT AT ALL,but i have to.BUT I still get to keep my long hair tho.haha. Doin site work is tiring, i can't stress more on that.The first few days, seriously i collapsed by the time reach home.but after some time i kind of get used to it.i been goin to site almost everyday.eccept for today,becuz i was at the site full day yesterday checking defects for the 3 stories."checking defects" trust me it's harder than it sound..Because of the gawai holiday,my internship starts a bit late than the peninsular.Staff at office is very helpfull esspecially the clerk kak yanti and gagarin..At first, everybody was like looking down on me.I didn't blame them for that.i mean i'm aware that i'm just a practical student that is just seeking for knowledge for 7 month.Only after i finish my assignment successfully and corrected mr kiasu english spelling mistakes then they starts to ask my name and dare to starts a conversation. Mr kiasu also been quite nice to me these few days .He starts to make jokes today sumore. My sv is a very busy man.But the good thing is they are other ppl there to assist me and i can go site visit every time i want without having to inform my SV.I oso made a new fren here MR AU who is doing the same things as i'm doin.checking defects. Today i got nothing to do, that is y i got time to write tis post.huhu. Next Monday i have to type in the defects in excel and past the soft copy to MR AU. Only now that i know how to make pavement, the ingredients and equiptments. It's easy when u think about it.It's too good to be true if i get the chance to construct a road and name it after me. "Wirra's Rd".In the middle got toll, and the money straight away go in my pocket.RIch3.okla.Until then,tats all for now. love wirra..kahkahkah.

Push myself to the limit.

2009-04-19T19:24:00.000+08:00

2 more weeks left for study week.1 week for study week and then final exam. After that then internship comes. I can’t wait for that, the things that I had learnt about being a civil engineer all this while are going to be implemented during the 8 month of industrial internship. It is during this 8 month that all the things in the classroom make sense. In other words my studies for a degree started this Jun. I have to say this semester is so fast. Very busy too. But then I still participate in a lot of things this semester. HUHU. OK..see you near future. BYE…

SINGAPURA, JB AND MELAKA.

2009-03-28T23:14:00.002+08:00

Holiday fly by so fast. I just travel back from Singapore, JB, Melacca and KL. Now back in UTP. Life is so good but I can’t run away from the piles of work that meets the dead line next week. It’s been so long seen my last post. I’ve been quite busy lately. Gosh!! it’s already past mid semester…like I said time fly so fast. Soon, Internship. Talking about internship, I have already got 3 offers but haven’t decided yet which to go for. The 1st company didn’t gave any allowance, the 2nd ones offer RM500 a month and the 3rd ones propose to give me RM 200 a month. Do I have to wait for the other 2 companies I applied or do I just pick the 2nd ones which offer the highest allowance? hehe.. I decide lets wait for the reply letter from the other 2 companies. After that, then we’ll see the highest bid. LET THE MONEY TALK. I didn’t go back Kuching this semester break, because I know this is the last semester I’m able to explore peninsular. Final year will not have time for vacation like tis. Luckily mom brought my passport for me to enter Singapore last monday. Fiuh~. Haaa~ talking about Singapore, very nice experience thou, get to see nice buildings, nice people and not to forget nice chicks. hehe. I walk along the orchard road with my sunglass. Of course, in Singapore, especially in orchard road where everybody dresses to impress you have to look good. So I put on my sunglass to look a bit cool. It match with my hush puppies t-shirt, short and not to forget my crocs. I won’t go anywhere without one. As I was walking minding my own business, suddenly one Singaporean with ah-beng’s hairstyle, wearing a black suit approached me. He introduced his name, gave me his card and said that he works for a modeling company (i-MODEL international). His company is looking for hot guys and he is asking me to walk to an interview at his company, become a model for HugoBoss. At 1st I was shocked. I mean being my first time in Singapore and bumped like that in the face. Who wouldn’t? I mean I already noe I’m hot. hehe.(I’m Malaysian and we are all hot wat~ and that is wad the Malaysian look like~) Singapore’s population is too small that hot guys are rare species. HAHA. I told him that I’m actually from KL and only occasionally come to S’pore. That dude insists to have my phone number and asked me to call the company whenever I come to Singapore. Haha. Singaporean bastard. I’ve thought much about my career or wad I’m going to do when I grow up and Modeling is not one of em. Something more technical will do and part time music lover. I like money, in fact I want to be a millionaire by my 30’s or maybe if possible 20’s, but wad good of the dollars if you don’t have life and time to spend it.(There are things money can’t buy) I learnt this from my dad. In Singapore you can just look around, nothing to shop there, even if they are, it’s damn expensive. I went there wit 40 dollars in my pocket finish it all to buy books and magazines. Better go BALI hehe. After Singapore, next stop will be Melacca.( Rumahku Museumku..HAHA..) See the historical elements there plus visit an old fren over there,in UITM Lendu (a bit like lundu..haha the most obsolete place I’ve ever experienced. Seriously, “survivors” could have shoot over there HAHA). Accompanied by Farha. TQ Farha. Ate seafood for dinner and karaoke after that. Supposedly one more person should be joining us but she turned down my invitation. HHmm.. Sorry Azim I tried my best. hehe.

This is how Intelligent men identify women.

2009-03-01T13:11:00.004+08:00

AND THIS ARE THE 10 REASONS WHY INTELLIGENT GUYS SUCK AT WOMEN.

2009-03-01T12:59:00.005+08:00

If you want to continue suck at women, tis article is not for you.
Highly recommended by WIRRA.

Reason #1: They're wrong, but they can't or won't see it or admit it.

I mentioned that smart guys are used to being RIGHT in most situations.
And what do most smart guys do when they come across a situation where they're WRONG?
They find a new situation... one that fits their strength. They know they'll be right next time, so they just walk away... knowing that it won't be long before they're right again.
(OR they let the "problem situation" destroy them... more on that later.)
Well, the BITCH about being wrong when it comes to women and dating is THERE'S NOWHERE TO RUN AND HIDE.
There's no quick "I'm right" around the next corner to make you feel better.
It only takes "failing" with a few women in a row for a smart guy to see the pattern... and realize that something isn't working.
Solution? Think harder.
A smart guy just assumes that his logic must be good... so he just keeps thinking harder.
But when no success comes, it really starts to become mentally difficult.
Accepting that you're wrong is a VERY hard thing for a "smart guy".
Accepting that you're not only wrong, but you have NO CLUE WHERE TO EVEN START is even more difficult.
Ultimately, many smart guys come up with the following logical conclusion:
I AM A SMART GUY, THEREFORE IF I CAN'T FIGURE OUT HOW TO BE SUCCESSFUL WITH WOMEN AND DATING, THEN THE PROBLEM MUST NOT BE SOLVABLE OR WORTH SOLVING.
Try that on for a self-defeating idea.

Reason #2: They're blind and arrogant.

In short, many smart guys refuse to accept that a good, solid, workable answer could come from someone "dumber" than them, so they discount any idea that comes from an "obviously less intelligent person" before trying it.
Let me ask you a question:
If you were going to be walking across Africa on foot, would you rather have your guide be the guy on this planet with the highest I.Q., or a caveman who lived a million years ago that had an I.Q. of about 50... but who grew up being chased by lions and all kinds of animals that wanted to eat him all his life?
It's an interesting question.
Now, hopefully you'd like to have the guide who isn't the smartest guy around... but who has escaped from many, many dangerous situations with deadly animals...
But now let me ask you:
If you'd like to learn how to be more successful with women and dating, would you take advice from a guy who isn't very intelligent, but who knows how to attract women?
There's something about being smart that makes some guys unwilling to accept input, ideas, or instruction from anyone who isn't either as smart or smarter than them.
Well, any SMART GUY can see the folly in this particular approach... once it's examined closely.
If you've been making this mistake, then you need to STOP IT. Stop being an arrogant bastard, and open your eyes.
Look around.
Learn from some "dumb" guys... and let them teach you how to get what you REALLY want.

Reason #3: Poor Social Skills.

It BLOWS MY MIND how many smart guys I meet that just don't GET IT when it comes to basic social skills.
It's as if they have logically reasoned that social skills are for lower beings who need to play games... and not worth the time it would take to learn them.
In fact, I believe that there are a lot of smart guys running around this planet who don't even have "social skills" and "be a cool guy that people like" in their "MENTAL MODEL" of what it could possibly take to be successful with women and dating.
Social skills are just that... SKILLS.
They're not social INFORMATION.
They're not social THEORIES.
They're social SKILLS.
And you don't get them by THINKING about them. You get them by GETTING them.
Excellent social skills are the foundation for good communication with other humans... and if you don't have good social skills, you dramatically lower your chances for success with women.

Reason #4: They psych themselves out.

Smart guys do something that fascinates the hell out of me...
They come up with all the reasons why everything WON'T WORK when it comes to women and dating.
They actually figure out why what they would like to do will probably fail...
They use their amazing creative imaginations to imagine all kinds of horrible pictures and scenes... and then they use those imaginary outcomes to create negative emotions... which ultimately stop them from having success with women and dating.
THEY DON'T EVEN TRY.
Now, if you've thought something through and come up with a good reason why it would fail, it makes sense to not do it, right?
I mean, why would you want to do things that are going to fail?
It's sound logic, but HORRIBLE thinking when it comes to the REAL WORLD... and success with women.
Because smart guys don't UNDERSTAND women, and they don't UNDERSTAND what it takes to be successful with women, they are working with bad figures. They're wrong before they even start figuring!
Using your mind to come up with all the reasons why things won't work in this area of your life leads to ULTIMATE FAILURE.
You must learn to overcome this habit if you have it.

Reason #5: They seek only "informational solutions."

What does a smart guy do when he runs into a problem... or he needs to figure something out?
He looks for INFORMATION to help him solve the problem.
MORE INFORMATION is always the answer.
Information is the friend of a smart guy.
Got a strange virus on your computer? Just hop on the internet and search for how to eliminate it.
Don't know how to change the alternator on your car? No prob. Just buy the manual and turn to page 147.
Don't know the definition of a word? Open up your dictionary.
MORE INFORMATION solves the problem.
So what do smart guys do when it comes to overcoming a problem with women?
They want MORE INFORMATION.
They think the answer lies in learning just ONE MORE TECHNIQUE... or one more magic concept.
Well what if there were a situation in life where the "get more information" strategy actually made things WORSE?
How would you even know that it was making things worse?
Now, I don't want to suggest that learning more about how to be successful with women is a bad thing. It's not.
But if you have a problem that is EMOTIONAL or PHYSICAL in nature, then reading five million theories on it probably isn't going to help you very much.
You need to get out in the real world and try some stuff!
You need to look at the REAL problem... the ROOT of the problem.
When it comes to women and dating, there's a very good chance that you have MORE than enough "information".
Smart guys often use "more information" to distract them from TAKING ACTION.
I've heard this referred to as "Creative Avoidance".
Nod silently if you've ever figured out a creative way to avoid facing something in your life.
Good, thank you.

Reason #6: They focus on logic instead of emotion.

NEWS JUST IN: Women don't feel ATTRACTION for men who make them THINK.
Women feel ATTRACTION for men who make them FEEL.
So what do most smart guys do when they first meet a woman?
EXACTLY!
They get into a LOGICAL CONVERSATION.
I'm shaking my head right now...
Smart men try to engage women in LOGICAL conversations and interactions because that's where THEY feel comfortable... not knowing that they're SHOOTING THEMSELVES IN THE FOOT by doing it!
Get this: A monkey sitting at a typewriter will type the collected works of Shakespeare before you will make a woman feel ATTRACTION for you by engaging her in logical conversation.
When you start a logical conversation with a woman you've just met, you are basically taking out a NEON SIGN that says "I don't get it when it comes to women" and putting it on your head.
Typical "logical" conversations include talking about work, family, school, and jobs... discussing politics, religion, weather... and anything that has to do with math, science, or INTELLIGENCE.
On the other hand, if you start talking to a woman and you say "OK, so tell me something... Why is it that all women say that they want sweet, nice guys... but they all date sexy, selfish bad boys?" (and then make fun of any answer she gives) you're having an EMOTIONAL conversation.
If you don't know what I'm talking about, keep reading. You need more help than I thought.

Reason #7: They're not used to the challenge of the moment.

Smart people usually have time to THINK about things.
If you're taking a test, you can sit there and work out the answers.
If you have a math problem, you can work on it until you've figured it out.
If you're trying to fix something, you can keep working on it until it's fixed.
Smart guys are used to being able to take at least a LITTLE bit of time to prepare and show off their "good sides" in most situations.
Not so with women...
If you don't know what to do at every step along the way, you'll be shut down very quickly.
Women have an AMAZING "He doesn't get it" radar system.
Women have all kinds of subtle and ingenious tests that they throw at men to separate the "get its" from the "don't get its".
And if you don't get it, then you're going to fail one of these tests VERY quickly.
But the worst part is that you won't ever KNOW that you were being tested... OR that you failed.
Smart guys aren't used to dealing with complex EMOTIONAL and COMMUNICATION challenges in the moment... and especially the "women and dating" kind.
One of they keys to becoming more successful with women and dating is learning to handle all of the tests that women throw at you effortlessly.
But before you can learn how to deal with the tests, you must first learn how to communicate on an emotional level, how to demonstrate that you have fundamental social skills, and how to keep your cool in the moment.

Reason #8: They think that doing "nice" things is the "smart way."

OK, let me ask you a trick question:
If I told you that you were going to have a date with the supermodel of your choice, which of the following would you choose as a "smart" way of preparing:
1) Find out what her favorite type of flowers are, and show up with a dozen of them so she would be "wowed".
2) Learn about her favorite travel destination so you could discuss it with her.
3) Find out what her favorite type of food is so you could take her to dinner... and she could see that you cared enough to choose something that she enjoyed.
OK, time's up. Which did you choose?
Now, I already mentioned that this was a TRICK question.
The answer is NONE OF THE ABOVE.
But WHY?
These three options all seemed logical, right?
I mean, why WOULDN'T you want to show up with her favorite flowers?
Why WOULDN'T you want to talk about her favorite places to travel?
Why WOULDN'T you want to take her to eat her favorite foods so she enjoyed herself?
Go with me here...
Smart guys think that they're being CLEVER when they do things like buying a woman her favorite flowers... and bringing them to the FIRST DATE.
Right?
In their minds, they're thinking "I'm going to be the guy who is thinking ahead... and I'm going to show up with the flowers that I KNOW she loves... and she's going to see them and like me more because of it".
Makes sense... good math, right?
Well the one teensy-weensy mistake that these "smart" guys make is not realizing that it doesn't actually take a smart person to think like this!
In fact, ANY jackass can figure out how to kiss a woman's ass.
And guess what?
WOMEN KNOW THIS!
And guess what else?
EVERY WUSSBAG DOES THIS STUFF.
An intelligent guy, in his proud arrogance, will think he's being such the charmer by using this "thoughtful" approach...
...and the woman he is chasing will interpret it as just another Wussy who's trying to MANIPULATE her.
Ouch. Another blow to intelligence.

Reason #9: Always needing to be the expert.

Have you ever met a smart guy who always needed to be "right"?
Have you ever met someone who would actually argue with you about something they knew nothing about... and make a fool of themselves because they just couldn't shut their "smart mouths"?
Over the last few years helping guys improve their success with women, I see this one pattern over and over again...
Smart guys don't like to be "beginners" at ANYTHING.
They don't like the idea of screwing up... especially if others are watching.
They want to maintain this "smart guy" image of themselves... so they try to always be "The Expert" at whatever they do.
Instead of saying "Hey, you know what? I'm a beginner at this... how do I do it? What should I do first? What next?"... and instead of being totally OK with screwing up, making mistakes, and making a fool of themselves in front of others in order to LEARN...
...they won't risk embarrassment, failure, or others thinking that they're beginners... so they wind up ultimately FAILING.
MORE NEWS JUST IN: It's OK to be a beginner.

Reason #10: They can't deal with fear and other emotions.

A smart guy's STRENGTH is his MIND.
His WEAKNESS is often his EMOTIONS.
Smart guys are often IMMOBILIZED by FEAR.
Totally stopped.
FROZEN.
And since many smart guys aren't comfortable dealing with things they're not good at, they just repress or RUN away from fear.
Many men would rather DIE in lonely isolation than admit that they don't know how to deal with their emotions... or, GOD FORBID, ask for help!
Hey, I went for YEARS like this.
I know what it's like.
But the reality is that any guy can learn to handle and even MASTER his emotions (even fear)... if he just takes the time and effort to learn HOW to do it.
If this is you, then do yourself a big favor... take the time. Take the effort.
Don't worry about what anyone else thinks of you... it doesn't matter.
What matters is you doing the things that YOU need to do FOR YOU.
...I think the reason why I'm so fascinated with "The Genius Failure Paradox" is because I have had to struggle with all of these issues for a lot of years of my life.
Now, I'm not saying that I'm the smartest guy on the planet...
But I don't think mamma raised no fool.
And it always bothered the hell out of me that even though I was so good at figuring things out, I couldn't figure WOMEN out.
Something tells me that you know what I'm talking about.
Well, after beating my head against the wall for a few years... trying all kinds of crazy "logical" stuff... I finally got the "bright" idea to start studying guys who were "naturally" good with women.
Of course, I found out that you could be both NOT SMART, and VERY SUCCESSFUL WITH WOMEN at the same time.
I also learned that you can be SMART and VERY SUCCESSFUL WITH WOMEN too.
By carefully studying what the "naturals" did with women... and learning how they "thought" about the topic, I began to realize that success with women wasn't entirely LOGICAL.
Much of what I learned was very tough for me to accept... because my logical brain just didn't want to buy into it.
One thing I saw was guys pushing women away from them... and having the women then chase them in response.
Made no sense at all.
I saw guys tease beautiful women and make jokes about them to their faces... and then watched those women become "little girls" in response... unable to maintain their composure, and therefore unable to maintain their manipulative power...
It took me quite a long time, but I continued to learn, test, and refine what I was learning until I personally figured out how to approach women in any situation... get any woman's number I wanted anytime I wanted... date any type of woman I wanted...
...and most importantly, GET RID of that "empty" feeling that I carried around my whole life because I didn't know how to attract women.

BY David DeAngelo
Gud luck nerdy.!!

The End of the day. (for the sake of updating)

2009-02-19T21:49:00.001+08:00

How many of u guys out there can remember when is the last time you saw sunset like in the picture? Although sun is no more visible, the sky still reflects the light coming from it. I have asked myself many times when will I ever have a chance to spot this perfect view again. After a long hot day there was drizzle for a while before the sun leave to give daylight to the other part of the world. The warm and humid air come rushing up the neck give the taste of life. The silence makes it feels so peaceful. Oh I feel like wanna go home. HOMESICK.

TODAY'S LESSON

2009-02-05T03:44:00.002+08:00

Today's lesson - Girls must be convinced, so learn to promote yourself - convince them that 'Engineers are the Best Boyfriends' Let me tell you why girls should eventually marry an engineer over a Law, Management, Finance, Arts or Medical School Graduate. He has three distinct
advantages over the rest of the graduates.

Advantage 1: Secure lifestyle
An engineer boyfriend can provide you with a secure lifestyle. At 27 years old, an engineer probably has a respectable, stable job that gives him a high income to own a car, invest, have a comfortable life, and get married and buy a house too. Law graduates are still working as a lowly apprentice in law firm, most management graduates have just failed on their first business plan, the arts graduate is still looking for a job, and the medical school graduate is still living in a hospital.

Advantage 2: Unmatchable industriousness
An engineer boyfriend will dedicate an unimaginable amount of his time and effort to understand you. Engineers strain really really hard to understand their work. You can believe that they will try really really hard to understand women too, just like how they understand their work, once they believe that you are the one. So even if they don't understand you initially, they will keep on trying. Even if they still do not understand, they will figure out the correct method to keep you happy (e.g. buy diamond ring = 1 week's worth of happiness.) And once they find out the secret formula, they will just keep on repeating it so that the desired results appear. Unlike the Lawyer who will argue with you, the Management graduate who will try to control your spending, the Arts graduate who will 'change major', and the medical school graduate who will operate on you. And you know what, it's really so easy to make engineers believe that you are the 'one'. Say that you like one of their projects and they will be hooked to you forever.

Advantage 3:
An engineer boyfriend will never betray your trust. Let me first tell you what is wrong with the rest of the others - the lawyers will lie about everything, management graduates will cheat your money, the arts graduate will flirt, and you probably just look like another cadaver to the medical school graduate. Your engineer boyfriend is either too busy to have an affair, and even if he does, he is too dumb to lie to you about that. Hence, an engineer is the most secure boyfriend that you will ever find – rich enough, will keep on trying to understand and please you, has no time for affairs, and too dumb to lie to you. So girls, why procrastinate? Get an engineer for your boyfriend!! Especially Civil Engineers!!Acknowledgment for my ammy.hehe =,

Piece Of Heaven

2009-01-31T01:20:00.008+08:00

Caught in the rain, I'm walking alone on this earthy pavement. The weather couldn’t get any worst. It has been raining for days nonstop and the worst is yet to come. Along the empty roadways I search for any moving organism but there is non. I jog half way through the end and found it isn’t the end of it. Far ahead in the skies, I can see a moving object. It looks like one of the Hollywood fake UFO’s. It’s colorful lighting had caught my attention. A blinding light all of sudden came from the flying object and a second later a deafening sound followed. I fall on my knees with two of my hands covering my ears. Before I can get up again the ground starts to shake. My vision become blurry but I manage to get to my feet and ran as fast as I could. I couldn’t remember anything, even my own name. The earth starts tearing apart when I saw the large tree slowly shifting downwards in the sand as if being swallowed by the ground. The ground begin cracking everywhere. That is when I start jumping to avoid myself falling into the cracks. I starts to jump here and there and as I jumped, at the very end of my vision I can actually saw red melting lava ready to liquefy everything that falls into it inside all those cracks. I can feel the heat of the lava when I’m up still in the projectory movement. As I landed dreadfully on the ground, something had knocked me that I’m not able to perceive yet. It took me seconds to realize that I have been actually trapped myself to an island of earth surrounded by hot lava. “Oe shit” I thought to myself. I’m trapped and there is impossible to jump to another island that is far beside. My entire body felt very weak.Deep at the corner in me says that this is how it's going to end. My muscle starts to loosen up and worst of all, blood starts to bleed from the wound at my chest. My lost memory about the past has troubled me remember where did I get that wound. My leg felt so weak as if it’s muscle stop functioning. I collapse. My body can feel the dampness of the sandy earth. I lay hopelessly waiting death to arrive. By now the ground stops trembling. My eye just focus at the dark skies above but my mind is floating elsewhere. Death will arrive soon. It is inevitable. I took a deep breath and just enjoy it as the last piece of luxury I had.

WIRRAtm

IKM

2009-01-30T23:45:00.008+08:00

The BOSS
Let the ceremony begin.

I always wanted to witness a “paycheck giving ceremony” and last sem break my wish had been granted. I followed my uncle to his work place. He’s working as a full time job providing cleaning services. Now he is stationed at IKM with 2 years of contract. His job is to supervise all the workers under him, making sure everybody’s doing a satisfying job. In the middle of the month, the workers will get their advanced(half month payment) and another half of their salary will be given at the end of the month. So I went with a camera and shot their happy faces while receiving the paycheck from the so called boss which is my uncle. For your information, my uncle’s job is not as easy as it looks. “Makcik Cleaner” is very hard to handle especially when they have issues among themselves. Makcik cleaner sometimes quite weird. They can quarrel among each other for just simple matter or sometimes no reason at all. The only logic explanation behind all this odd behavior that I can possibly think is that this Makcik cleaner like to talk behind each other while mopping the floor, sweeping the floor. In other word “gossiping”. My uncle suggested to give them a break and make some sort of a family day for them to cool things down. It’s a good idea. Nothing really grand, just buy 3-4 buckets of KFC for them to congregate and eat together. This way, they will feel being appreciate by the employer. Instead of interpreting work a burden just to get their salary the end of the month, they will perceive work as responsibilities, to view working as a “want” not a “need”. A desire of working that came from their own honest heart. If these have been achieved, they will work in a team and there will be no misunderstanding anymore.

NosTaLgiA anD ThE PrEsEnT.

2009-01-30T21:29:00.000+08:00

My Friday is included weekend coz I didn’t have any class the whole Friday for rest of the sem. Man that is sooo~ cool.. But I’m fully aware that Friday is going to be reserve for my ETP project. So far everything is going as I planed. My time table already fixed, subject is fixed and books been bought. I just stayed in campus for CNY holiday while everybody have gone back under their parents armpit. But an old fren had came to Ipoh to visit me. At least I have sumone to hang out wit, to kill my bored. Where else can you go during CNY?? All the shops are close. We just drove around Ipoh and bring that dude to my campus to show him my humble room.

High-school nostalgia always put a smile on my face. It has been 4 years back and it feels just like yesterday I been caught sleeping in the classroom by my History teacher. Like yesterday, today will past for tomorrow. Like yesterday, today will be a nostalgia for tomorrow. Face tomorrow as it is inevitable. It sure does interesting.

THE MALAY DILEMMA

2009-01-24T03:02:00.001+08:00

1. The Malays or known as Orang Melayu, historically originated from Tanah Melayu or Malaya in the region of South East Asia. Refer to the history book, if you want to know exactly the real origin of this so called MALAY. I was made to understand that some school of thought says that Malay origin from Indonesia, Sulawasi or even some says that from Brunei??
2. Like all the other races, the Malays have it's own stereotype behaviors. They are well known for their laziness, among others negative behaviors such as jealousy, too much fun etc. etc. Nevertheless, they also have the positive behaviours such as accommodative, humble, “bersyukur” , gentle etc.
3. A typical Malay girls likes to talk crap behind others or shall I say the exact word is "mengumpat". Jealous and hatred were also among the typical stereotype about Malays.However, in certain cases, both of these elements, indeed can lead positive outcomes. For examples, it is because of our hatred of being colonized, that we can reclaim back our freedom from the British. It is because of jealousy that we can send a Malay to space with the help of Russian and American space agencies. This is in the case of Dr SMS.
4. However, these elements can also lead towards a racial unrest and discriminations, if misinterpreted and uncontrolled. Since Malaysia is a multi racial country , this cannot be neglected. Even a one race nation can collapses when jealousy and hatred are misused. You don't believe me?. look at the Arab countries and the issues of Palestinians and Israelis. Still don't believe me?? Look at the Iraqis, what had happened to the Sunni's and Syia's. They are killing each others everyday, eventhough there are having same religion, Islam and in same country, Iraq. Living together with just one stone throw away from each other.
THE STORY
Last year, I went back home celebrating Raya with my family. Each time I went back, my dad, usually will briefly update me with the latest info about business, families issues etc. Kind of like, who got married, who passed away, which uncle have a new born babies, which aunty got promoted, which cousin got straight A's, who further studies overseas , who didn't took the MUET exam etc.
That raya, I accompanied my uncle (Wa Boh) who is the Chairman of the Kpg Fishermen Association or also known as PNK Satang Biru, to visit their PNK project at Kpg Telaga Air, in the same village where my nenek lives. Kampung Telaga air (direct translation, waterwell village)
Before I get any further, let me brief you the project that my uncle and his team ie. PNK Satang Biru is involved.
Kampung Telaga Air is a coastal village. Its strategic location near the coastal area(satang biru) have turned most of the people there to be fisherman for a living. There are hundreds of fishing boats tied to the jetties or just simply parked at the shore. Some provides rental service for tourist and some just meant to bring back fresh fish from the deep sea. Each boat or ships need fuel to run it's engine.
Fishermen is actually entitled for the subsidized fuel (very damn cheap) as approved by gov’t. But to get this approval, PNK need to apply to LKIM thru’ Penesa (In case of Swak). This subsidized fuel is a form of assistance given by gov’t to fishermen who are mostly the MALAYS.
LKIM (Gov’t Agency) gives approval to Penesa , who will distribute it to respective PNK. However, to apply this assistance or subsidy the said PNK has to meet certain requirement or criterias such has must have jetty, storage, licenses, offices, staff , pumps etc . etc.
The problem here is that, the PNK Satang Biru, per se is not capable to come-up with all these criterias in order for them to apply for approval on the subsidized fuel from LKIM. That is, to build jetties, storage facilities , offices etc as this PNK Satang Biru , is really damn poor Persatuan. The Board members of this PNK (besides my uncle Wa Boh) are all very old men (60 + years) without basic education and also financially poor men and all are the kampong Malays. Not only financially poor, but also poor in ideas, as well.
As this happens, my uncle, being the boss of the PNK, tried to seek assistance elsewhere and also from his own personal company (as he is quite a successful bumi kelas F contractor) to come out with all these requirement so that PNK Satang Biru could apply the subsidized fuels from LKIM and with this cheap fuel, it will benefit and assist all the MALAY fishermen at that Kpg. He is very determine to help the fishermen there.
With his dedication and hard work, he managed to get assistance from elsewhere and successfully came up with all the required creterias. Subsequently formal application was submitted to LKIM thru’ Penesa for immediate approval.
Back to the site that I visited with my uncle “Wa”, the jetties are all ready and so as the storage tank, pump and others facilities to ease the fisherman to get a subsidized fuel price(cheap). In the mean time, the only holds was waiting for PNK Satang Biru to get approval with LKIM to get subsidized fuel price. Without the approval from the LKIM, . fuel won't be supply to the station and the facilities that had been built cannot be operated because there isn't any fuel to distribute to the villagers. Make sense right??? How the hell is PNK Satang Biru going to distribute if there isn't any fuel, supplied to them ???

OK, what happened next was out of the blues, a complaint letter came.

It complaints about penyelewengan diesel oleh taikun(this refers to PNK satang biru and it's subcontract company that assisting PNK to build the all the requirements) yg mengunakan nama Persatuan Nelayan Kawasan untuk menyeludup diesel. The "pengadu", I believe is one of the villagers itself and obviously this Mohamad Nazri Bin Bojeng (nama pengadu) of course a Malay, has no idea what's going on.
This is a typical Kpg Malay with full of jealousy and never happy when seeing his other fellow Malay a little better that him. Maybe he’s jealous of my uncle , which is a little bit capable than him and can come-up with all those things and can assist other fishermen.
I still remember that my dad did tell me that “ in a Malay Kpg” it is just like the craps in the basket. No need to cover the basket, not even one crap will able to get out of that basket. Why? Because, any crap that try to climb up to get out of the basket, another crab will pull him down!
Just imagine this story. Because of this complaint letter written by a Malay in that Kpg, the whole Malay Fishermen in the same Kpg could not get the benefit that they are supposed to be entitled to by the gov’t.
The PNK’s application was turn down by LKIM because of this complaint letter.
Even with all the heavenly facilities the government provides to the MALAYS, they still remains poor and still didn’t learn from their mistakes. It is the people such as Mohamad Nazri Bin Bojeng that the MALAYS remains a primitive race just like what they are back 50 years ago.Two Malay opens each a restaurant,they are competing with each other to take every penny from the customers.Unfortunately only one of them successfully gets to keep the cash flow circulating, and the other fails.The one who fails envy the success and throw rumors that the food in the success restaurant is not halal.You see......instead of trying harder to attract customers, the fail malay is tryin to pull down the success malay so that they both fails.

PUNKCORE ISLAND

2009-01-20T23:44:00.003+08:00

Been to Pangkor second time already. It was nice. I can say nothing much about it cause I’ve been to the same place and doing the same thing twice. Pangkor remind me of Lundu. The only different is that Lundu have a mountainous ground and Pangkor is an island. We went for boat riding around the vast small2 island and stop by Coral Island for a lil while. The guy that brought us boat riding said my blood is sweet that if I was thrown to the sea the sharks will come and get me. It’s not just my blood that is sweet. You know wad I mean.~ As the matter of fact, I’m a very sweet person, can’t denied tat. Haha. There are lots of hornbills over there too. They just flopping around minding there own business. That damn bird just forget where’ve they came from. Get the bloody hell out of there, fly back home!! I’ve asked 2 of my frens to buried my body in the sand and those fools go and build boobs on my chest.

I'm talking

2009-01-15T14:19:00.001+08:00

Last night was another borink night without chicks. At least the night before, “angel” was there accompanying me and Jason. She said her name is angel, I doubt it is her true name. Even when it was ladies night last night, all I can see around is just some waitresses walking around. The level of borinkness had pass my limits, I rather go Ipoh than stayin and do nothing in UTP. Damn I hate living like tis. And on dee way passing very dark no streetlight road to Ipoh, tat Damn Jason scared the hell out of me when he gets my wild imagination to think wad if there is one women in front pass by with white long dress and long hair. ahahah… DAMMIT..and then goin back also the same, made the same jokes summore. If every night is like last two nights, I’ll be eating grass at the end of the month. Once in a while should be ok then. At the very end of dee holiday I’ll try to make it as interesting as possible so tat I won’t regret it later throughout the semester and plus I’ll be very busy the whole semester, got no time to waste for this kind of things. I have it all covered except for my resume which I intent to do after I came back from Pangkor later. There is a couple of new kids moving to the room in front. I just hope they don’t create much problems later, at least minding his own business and don’t messup the kitchen like the Sudanese guy last semester.

Lionporeans=Singaporeans

2009-01-14T20:39:00.002+08:00

Me and Prem

I’ve post my article about Mount Titlis but I didn’t mention anything about my cool smoke buddy tat I met on tat trip and about one annoying Singaporean man. Well now I’ma tell you the story. Back in my tour group, there is about 40 of us.
On the way up to the mountain inside the rotating cable car…. There was also another tourist group from Singapore. Then there was tis super loud Singapore man(very ugly face,I can’t denied it) who was also in the cable car. This man talk so loud tat when he starts talking everybody will get silent. I didn’t give any attention until at one point when he was complaining about how bad the road in Malaysia is.
“waaaa….when I drove from johor to the north aaa my car tire gets one big hole aa…Jalan there aaa so terok wan…you can actually see the steel inside aaa…”things are silent for a while when suddenly prem(my cool smoke bud) breaks it ….”Maybe your Singaporean tire not good” that is when I can’t control myself and starts laughing like hell. You should have seen the man face…wahahaha…he was like quiet and pretending nothing happens. I should have shot his ugly angry face with my camera tat time…wahahahah.

"Backstabbers"

2009-01-14T19:33:00.004+08:00

I’m back here in UTP. Last night I went to Ipoh wit a fren to buy some stuff and picking up my fren’s stuff at his uncle’s house. I arrived in UTP two days ago from Kuching. The cold silence in tis place make me regret for coming back here a week early. Hmmm…at one point in me is shouting to leave tis place. Just one more semester, than I’m gone for internship or practical, or whatever you wanna call it. I can’t wait for that. There’s not much of things to be done yet. I’ve arranged my timetable for this semester and unpack all my things. This room is getting smaller and smaller as I can feel it. This time the semester break also kinda feel short. Maybe it’s just me. I have to get a haircut…maybe later. I wonder what tis semester got to offer. Last semester I’ve experience and encounter quite a lot of things. Some of it are educational stuff where due dates are always on my ass hunting me down and some of it are emotional problems and frens issues. Especially the time when you have to make a tough decision. I’ve heard about things I’ve shouldn’t and I’m in a burden in keeping a secret tat I was not meant to. I’ll forget about tat because secrets will chew me up from inside if I keep them. At least I get through all of this things very calmly and wit the spirit of never giving up(especially when it occurs during examination week). I think I had do my best to save a fren from his emotions, explain to him wad it can do if you use it to decide a decision and from his so called “sophisticated” fren. I hv done enough for a fren that needed my help and tis time is the time for me to focus on my problems. This time I must choose a fren properly. You never knows wat it feels like being backstab by the person u’ve trust all tis while. Trust me you only knows it until you experience it and only god knows how painful it is. Especially when there is money involved. Things might get messy as you are emotionally unstable and when money is an imperative subject. One criteria of these “backstabber” is the ppl likes to talk bad things behind your backs and could spread the news faster than a blink of an eye. These kind of ppl is one of a kind. They have so much free time to talk nonsense and modified stories about sumone else tat they themselves don’t even noe. Please avoid tis kind because they don’t even noe wad there saying, even when they speak falsely.You can listen but don't take every words as true one. Choose your fren wisely even when it is your relatives or your parents noe each other or your fren best fren. OK, enough of tis crap. I usually don’t talk these kinda stuff but this has happened to me and I don’t want it to happen to somebody else like myself.(up to you to trust me or not on tis matter)

GET RICH OR DIE TRYING

2009-01-07T13:16:00.000+08:00

I just came back hanging out wit one of an old fren(nt very laa…a high school fren only~). We were thinking of some place to settle down maybe have a drink and finally stopped by at a place call “Kubah Ria”. It’s one of a favorites spot for my parents generation to date.(and so u can imagine how old it is now) This food court is famous of it’s mee kolok and ABC…and up till now it is still among the best Mee Kolok and ABC. But now, the government is building a new shop houses tat is still under construction just near by the Sarawak river to replace the old “Kubah ria”. This fren of mine, had his internship in one out of 40 construction company bidding for the project(during the tender is open).He is asked to come out wit an engineering plan that covers all engineering aspect which affect the budget. Tat includes estimation of piles will be used, the dimension of column, beams, internal and external. These plan will be submitted and the lowest bidders will usually gets the project. And according to my fren, the company he had his internship did’t get it, Isborne co. gets it. So his hard work calculating the stress and designing the column, just gone down the drain(wat a waste!!!). When the project is finish, all shop owners in “Kubah Ria” will moved to this new place and with the strategic location tat is just besides the waterfront and superb Mee Kolok and ABC ,I think lots of local and tourist come there. The old buildings will be demolished and some sort of taman rekreasi will be develop not to waste the land(this is wad Bob says). Bob is a specialists. Specialist in making ABC.He knows the chemistry of ABC.; His family has been doing ABC business for a living over there for generations, from his great2 grandfather until now….BOB. He has a sense of humor and friendly too, but he’s a lil soft. ahaha. Not to say pondan.. just a soft one. Me and my fren asked Bob. “Bob,bila u pindah tempat baru?” and shockingly Bob reply “aiiiya susah oe...tempat itu layak for bumiputra only~~, because ada bumiputra status maaa~ susah ooo~” I mean can u believe tat??!!..i hope the government will settle them at a new place to do their business because by implementing the bumi status to the new food court and demolished the old one’s is just a cruel act. It is just not fair to the ppl that hv been there trading for generations to be chase out just like tat. And my guess is tat only the new application to open a stall in the new food court has a bumi status but all the old owners in Kubah Ria will be moved automatically regardless bumi or nonbumi. I think Bob misunderstood sumwhere there. Anyway, gudluck to you Bob..keep the ABC ReAL~~~ dun worry, if u didn’t get a new place, I’ll hunt down Taib Mahmud for you.

LonDon

2009-01-04T13:56:00.002+08:00

I didn’t see London as a good place for visiting. Compare to the other EU country, London is the worst. It’s polluted but still clean compare to PUDU RAYA OR IPOH.. ahahahahahahah. Of course, shopping is heaven in Oxford Street.. but still quiet expensive. No matter how many times u convert Pound to RM, the price is still the same.1pound=RM5. I went there and saw these cool shoes, converse ,found nowhere in Malaysia (I guess it’s limited edition)selling for 34pound. The figure 34 seems very small…try convert to RM see wat u get. I went inside some shops hv a look and force myself to turn around, get out, and try to forget about it. Tat’s how it is shoppin there. In the end all I get is key chain, fridge magnet and few shirt. But my eye is the one which has been wipe clean. heheheh if u noe wad I mean….which I assume u always do. London Tower Bridge is wad u guys always mean when u guys said London Bridge. London Tower Bridge and London Bridge is a totally different thing. These two bridge is to be found opposite to each other. The real London Bridge has been sold the the American which has mistakenly thought tat they bought the Tower Bridge. Tower bridge is awesome, London bridge is crap.

ATOMIUM IN BELGIUM

2009-01-04T13:29:00.004+08:00

Me and udak.

The making of winter sonata.

Family ceria at the Atomium.

This is the engineer who designed Atomium.hehe

ATOMIUM is a remarkable monument. Also a very cool one. Designed by some dude named Andre tat have the height of 100 ++ meters and comprises of 9 gigantic balls. It symbolize of a unit cell of iron crystal. Unfortunately, we did’t went up to one of those “balls”. Taking picture with it,……HELL YEA not enough. U DAMN RIGHT I WANNA GO UP. I DO WAT I WOUNT!!

HEAVENS FOR THE BACHELOR

2009-01-04T13:19:00.004+08:00

AmsterDAMN

At the cheese and clog factory

At the wind mill

melted faces just after walking at the red light district.

Yes, it’s Amsterdam I’m talking bout. The only land on earth where prostitution and weed is legal. UNFORTUNATELY our hotel is 30 minutes from the red light district. DAMMIT!!....Hell yeah I goin back here on my own next time.. This time it would be just me and frens. AHAHAHAHA. Cindy forbid us to take pic of the prostitute..Again..DAMMIT!!...I came half way around the world and couldn’t bring back any pic for “good memory”.. hhehe…tat’s fucked up. Red light district started back during the world war. It was established bcoz the soldiers tat fought defending their country won’t be home to hug the wife for a long period of time. So it is to satisfy men basic needs. heheheheh. If u noe wat I mean ….ooe~ don’t be a hypocrite u noe wad I mean…before goin in a battle, they must hv get their “weapon” ready~ am I rite? So,guys out there who really needs your “weapons” to be polish, Amsterdam is a perfect spot..hehehehe..

CRAZY ASS NAZI’S

2009-01-04T13:08:00.003+08:00

At the cu-cu clock factory.Tis dude in pic have both of his children retarded.Luckily their parent are rich to support them.I really feel sorry for them.

The cutting edge toilet bowl i was talking about.

We’re goin to pay Hitler a visit. Like Cartmen used to say, “I think he’s kind of cooooOOOOL~”(u guys watched south park should noe). Germany is a technologically advance country. The well-known BMW Auto-Bavaria is fabricate in Germany. They also hv this highway without speed limit.crazy isn’t it. All the car are hitting above 100 there. These “germs” even have a cutting edge TOILET BOWL. wahahahaha. The toilet bowl automatically rotate and swabbed the seats after used. We also went to the palace of cu-cu clock.

WATCH MANIAC, SWITZERLAND

2009-01-04T12:38:00.009+08:00

My family and udak at 10000feet of titless..i mean Titlis mountain.hehe

Again..family ceria in the snow.

Family ceria!! ahah.

Husband and wife is equal to

Mother and son pluss..

Father and son plus..

SWITZERLAND IS a peaceful, quiet place. A good place to find inspiration and a place you can get away from the sound of horn and traffic jamm. We went to Mount Titlis (titless, hehehehe)Basically, it’s a rocky mountain 10000feet high covered with snow. The only way to get to the top is to take a ride tru cable car. We hv to take 3 types of cable car and one of em can rotate to gives the ppl inside a 360 degree view of the mountain.(the first rotating cable car in the world so hv cindy said).Things would get really slowmo as u gets higher because of the decreasing concentration of oxygen. What amazed me is tat the cable tower is tilting with the inclined soil surface….i gave a moment of thought how the pile underneath the soil surface looks like…..out of a sudden PO face pop out…..”wat the hack r u doin here man go away !!!!!” ..(He gives every civil student a nightmare)..but actually he’s not that bad he’s just has his own method to teach students. So forget PO, back to Mount Titlis, when we finally arrived up there the wind was blowing hard wit temperature 1-3 below zero and the snow is god knows how thick. In tat kind of weather my dad break the silence by makin silly joke“hey, they did’t mention tat it is tis much of a snow ,if I’d know from the beginning, I brought along cendol and kacang…free ice to make ABC”.. We had fun hving snow fight. All swatch, Rolex, Swiss watch are manufactured in this country , I knew tat from cindy.In the evening we went to most of the shops in town.

MY 1ST ROMANCE IN PARIS

2009-01-04T12:34:00.001+08:00

I would call it “MY 1ST ROMANCE IN PARIS” kekekekekek.. 

.........continue from the previous episode in paris .. The bot has 2 deck. At the same bot wit us tat night was also some Japanese tourists (a cute one tho,hehehe).The rest of my family stay on the 1st deck nearer to the heater coz it was freezing outside and the 2nd deck is open. I went to the 2nd deck to shoot a clear view of the cities wit my videocam. Turns out that this Japanese chick was also up there. Hehehe. At first, we’re just had a glimpse on each other.(I noe she was peeping on me coz I saw she said sumthin to the other fren and her fren straight away looked at me).Pretending I’m bust shooting the video, I turn my back and ignored them.(hehehe jual mahal).Last resort, I’d no choice but to make my first move coz if I don’t I noe she won’t and I noe i’ll never gonna see em again. Heheheh. I turned facing over em (pretending finished shooting and then smile). . Words trembling in my head choosing the right word to say hoping to get a good opening. MAN~ I WAS SWEATING IN MY JACKET WIT THE FREEZING TEMPERATURE. Out of nowhere these came out “where r u from?” ahahahahahaha. She just giggle ,and before I had any chance for my 2nd phrase sumone call em from the 1st deck. dammit!!!...i thought to myself god~ please gv me a sec here…I thought I’ll never get a response from her but I was wrong, as she left, she turns around and WAVE BACK at me and said sumthing in Japanese I didn’t noe…wakakakakakakak…sssSSSSSSTRIKKKKKKEEE!!!!!! Excitedly climbin down the stairs to the 1st deck, I almost trip down.ahahaha…(caka ada jak).. I could published tis love stories in a book and become millionaire..wakakakakak. I told my mom , “miee~~~(short for mommy), tangga kitak ompuan Japan ya miee~~, kamek mok kawen ngan sidak jak kelak miee…hehehe”(hey mom look at the Japanese, I’d just like to merry one of em ) My mom simply made face towards me. “emmmMMMMMM~ GAMBONG GILAKkk” ahahahah.

PARRI’E “excuszymua”(excuse me in france…sound sum like tat)

2009-01-04T12:07:00.006+08:00

Arc de Triomphe(build to remember all those unknown soldier tat had died in the battle)who asked them to go in the war in the first place!!.war is always not the solution to solve any conflicts.having a war is just like giving license to kill ppl.In some way or another we are a lot better than this Europeans.

Reaching for the cloud.

Parie'e Hilton..lol

The next 7 hours flight would be from Bahrain to Paris. Another borink journey. As soon we arrive at the airport (charlse de galls airport if I’m nt mistaken whatever it is,it’s sound sumth like tat.) cindy(our tour guide) straight away brought us to the Eiffel tower. One thing I noticed bout Paris, except for that Eiffel tower, there’s no other any tall buildings around. Max would be 4, 5 stories buildings. I tried so hard searching, hopin to find rubbish on the streets, pavement. I wonder if the ppl here ate trash. ahahahaha. Paris is fuckin clean(There must be a lot of makcik cleaner over there sweeping the floor..ahaha). It is nothing like pudu raya or ipoh..ahahaha(banyak2 tempat ipoh jugak yg kene.).”GALERIES LAFAYETTE”, a shopping heaven. Fake stuff do not exist here. LV’s fans, Chanel’s fans might need a week to swiped the entire place. Don’t even bother to convert the price into Malaysian ringgit when you buy stuff here. Just pay whatever figures on the tag, cause if u do u’ll be having 2nd thought to buy it. The rest of my family went shoppin, I went fooling around peeping on hot chicks. Hehehehe...(I had my eye washed so damn clean,if u noe wat I mean). At night we went cruising in a bot. A cruise tat I will NEVER FORGET . (to be continue in the next chapter ,”MY 1ST ROMANCE IN PARIS”)

EUROTRIP

2009-01-04T12:03:00.009+08:00

It all started when I got a call from my dad. I was busy tuning melody out of my guitar at my room when my phone rang. It was my dad. Usually he would ask about studies, test and all those stuff. It’s just like reporting a progress report to the boss. But tis time,at the end of the conversation my boss sum it up about vacation in Europe tis holiday.....

…..
As time goes by
…..
here I am,back from vacation. It was awesome, the people, the cities, the structures. Incredible…amazing.
BAHRAIN
Bahrain international airport..after 7 hours flight from klia to bahrain my face looks like tat..

AWESOME!!

We had to transit in Bahrain for hours, from KLIA. The journey took almost 7 hours.I would hv died bored if there is’nt any entertainment. We were sent to a moderate hotel in the center of Bahrain. I was shocked when I saw the new model of Mercedes driven as a taxi..ahahah. What a rich country…the Bahrain trade centre is totally catchy. These mega structure is 240 m high and is build wit propeller in the middle for aerogenerators(mean tat the building hv it’s own electricity supply using wind energy)…hmmm quiet impressive. It is design by an architect from south africa. The ppl here were majority arabs. A VERY LIBERAL ONE. Imagine going to the bar, having few bottles of beer wit a jubah .fUCKIN HARDCORE AIN IT???

QuALitY TiMe

2009-01-04T10:37:00.017+08:00

Sematan bazaar.

pool side party after bbq.
Earth,fire and wind.
hulk hogan
His chasing his dream.
My dad.Tis dude is hoping to find some inspiration.
The most sexiest feet i've ever seen.ish ish ish.This pic is a billion dolar worth.Monalisa is nothing compare to this one.wahahah
amar
My new uncle and my aunt.My aunt married my uncle and gets 4 grown children for free.She's the luckiest wife ever.
Mom
My uncle's daughter, wani also slowly learning how to swim.
zool
cousin mosin hitting the pool.having fun you guys.
Worth paying scenery.
GrEat view on da way there.

I just came back from Sematan today wit the entire family. I would call it, the Ganti’s family day. ahahahah. We booked some sort of a small basic room a chalet at the Sematan holiday villa.. The room includes a bathroom with toilet,2 beds and a kitchen.. We pick the one with RM 240 a night because the room is bigger and there are eleventh all of us together. There is also a smaller one which is at RM180 per night. It’s a perfect spot to get away from the cities. You can relax peacefully over there and dun forget to switched off ur phone as Sematan is a very small kampong with an estimated population of below 300.ahahah isn’t tat small???ahah. The villa itself is just a small compound, with A small swimming pool, large beach area, and every room is provided wit a bbq set.Very basic yet comfortable. It’s two and a half hours from Kuching through Matang road. Among those who’s going is my family and a cousin from my mom’s side, and all my father’s sibling except for the eldest one (my “wa”). It’s a custom tat the eldest would be called “wa” by his/her nephew. Dad is the second eldest and would be called “anjang” by his nephew. (which is my all cousins). So, back to my wa, he can’t join our family day because he is a “BUSY” multimillion dollar man. He is too busy with all kind of RMbillion projects which I suppose worth to dismissed from a family gathering which in turns not happened very often. It’s hard too find a perfect time for such a family gathering because some of my family members might not be around Kuching for long(only on a holiday break), we are all scattered all over the place. For the case of my wa..,he can never find a free time to join such a family outing. Even worst, it’s been long enough to be remember the last time he visit his own siblings houses during hari raya. His busyness is till tat level and so you can imagine the billions of project he’s busy with. Among all of da things I salute about my dad is, even with lots of his office work, he still finds some time to visit my granpa in kampong and very concern about all of his other siblings. That’s one of the quality in him that I admire which I’ll try to adopt from. He always told me about how miserable life is at his time…some are funny.and...some are heartrending.. compare his life with mine and how fortunate life would be for me..i’m sure u guys out there had the same experience wit ur parent. Forget about my wa….back to the trip.. we started our journey after the Friday prayer. Instead of taking 2 and a half hours, it took almost 3 and a half hours with my father’s driving speed. We kept telling him to drive faster but still he’s leisuring around with the steering wheel. It’s almost 5 when we finally arrived there. When finished unpacked all the stuff for the bbq, some hit the swimming pool and some hit the beach, and “SoMe” went for a jog…ahahah.it was my dad who did. At night, we had our bbq, sausage, beef , chicken wings, ikan duey(ikan bawal) and another fish I didn’t know. I didn’t know many fish names…my granpa knows a lot…nelayan maa~and even my dad…this ppl can even tell weather the fish is fresh or not..me????i can’t even tell you the fish names wat more to know weather it’s fresh from the sea or not..wahahahaha..My so called “new” uncle tat is just married to my aunt bought “jala” who maybe thought to get ikan murak at the beach, but it turns out that the waves at the beach is too wavy. (at this time of the year, yea it is). Quiet dangerous tho. Last week three dead drowning being pull by the flow. It’s in the Borneo Post. After we ate our dinner, some hit the swimming pool again including my mom…..and myself .hehe. The next day we went drop by at the Sematan bazaar market and Lundu’s fish market, then we went straight home. A family gathering as such means a lot to me because sometimes we forget that the time we spend together as a family isn’t a QUALITY TIME. (written 3/1/09 3.30am)

ByE bYe 08 hELLo 09

2009-01-04T09:57:00.007+08:00

My neighbor invited me over to his house for new year party.cool u guys..
Anyone knows wad does it mean??i guess it means "heppy new year 999" lol
10...9...8..7..6..5..4..3..2..1....prak!!prak!!prak!!
The last "tanglong" i've got.Hopefully new stock will arrive soon.

It has been long enough since my last blog. Fiiiuuuuh, wad a life. Time fly by so damn fast. It’s like sumbody actually holds a remote control and fast forward my 2008 chapter of life. Holidays is getting shorter day by day... which also means tat new semester is getting nearer…ahah, and how I wish to stop it from happening. Some ppl might said time is gold, but wad if mankind can manipulate time and instead of being restrained by time, man is controlling em. Now a days, man can even control genetics in biological organism. But even to tat level the only thing man seems not to hv manage yet is time(tat is why they said time is gold). If man break the mystery of manipulating time, then man has the key to all unsolved science problems. Imagine if we hv the power to turn back time , and assassinate dictators the world hv ever known …or bring back a dinosaur from the past or even travel further away to the space searching for living organism. I believe if u r in control of time, than space is no longer a huge compound to play around, not just within our solar system, I’m talking about goin further. Imagine having a picnic in Pluto, or having lunch in Neptune. “Hey u wanna hv a drink in Neptune ?” how cool..~ So damn cool isit not?.Wad would u do if u’r dee onlyone who’d hv the power to take control of time??...I could hv guessed tat some boys might says “I’d like to pause time and kissed every hot chicks I’ll meet, or pause time and steal as much money as I could from the bank. Well, I wish u all a happy new year and rock ur life hard tis time, no matter who u r where u r just keep in touch kaay….
(written 1/1/09 5.45 am)

Like putting down zillion KG of weight.

2008-11-29T09:19:00.005+08:00

The article above is for U.Zoom if u can't read.Trust me,i hv a fren,bile tanye,"when r u goin back?they reply,"oee,my flight is 2 dec,i go honeymoon in penang 1st wit my boyfren after tat then i'll be back to kuching."i mean,can't u guys just wait till u're married to do tat???Our parents will not live forever man~ just go be besides them while there still here.

Exam finally finished.Now it's time for me to go back home.Again i hv to put the old books under the bed(it's damn heavy),pack my desktop in a box,put it in the car,wash the car,do some laundry......bla2...it goes on and on after every sem ends.It's tiring and at the same time,feeling relief cuz exam's over.Lots of ppl waiting wit lots of plans and they can't wait for me to arrive at the airport.First thing first..For those of u who just started the hols,make sure u guys spend ur time wit ur families first because they are the ppl who always been and will always support u,their love for u never fades away,they r the one would sacrifice anything for u and made wat u r today.So family always 1st guys.Then comes ur frens or girlfrens or boyfren watever.....i'm sure u guys out there can't wait to hang out wit ur "best buds"(heaha).Explore new things,keep in one piece,hv a lot of fun and remember to come back to UTP next semester.(heh~).Tat's all i would like to say for now.Keep in touch guys.

Rainforest music fest

2008-11-21T06:47:00.007+08:00

Here's bunch of hotties(cmot pun ada juak)

cmot and me.(tis lil fellow grew bigger and bigger every single day,kau makan laksa kuat gilak nak??,pegi chong choon jak ajak.)oe ya she got tonnes of funny jokes too.

There's me,zuraida,cmot and sitot.

Last sem break i went to tis awesome partayy.Rainforest music fest is held in the east of Malaysia in kuching.It's an anually event and kinda big one, it involved lots of musician from all over the world,most probably,Japan,South Africa to name a few.They brought along their traditional music instrument along wit them and perform.This event is held in the real rainforest mind u.So u can imagine a tree as tall as a 6 stories building with 2-4 meters in diameter.Not like ordinary party,ppl will dress as if they're goin to the beach sun bathing..So u can imagine lots of bikini's around.( i guess tat's the most interesting part for guys.)For me, i treasure the music, and really into the art of it.One of tis guy from japan really outstand dee others,so damn good with the percussions he brought.damn wish could play like tat.If nt mistaken his name is Takishi nakamura or sum like tat.Party was allready started when me and my cousin arrived..OOE,before i forget,*A LIL ADVICE IF U'RE PLANNING TO GO NEXT YEAR FOR THE FIRST TIME,DO NOT WHERE NICE COOL EXPENSIVE SHOES,coz they will no longer do look nice,cool wat more to say expensive after that party.All u can get is a muddy smelly shoes.Just bring along slippers,coz everybody are goin for barefoot inside.I didn't noe tat,so one of my favourite shoes oredee been sacrifice.U can also learn more bout cultural stuff inside coz imagine the whole culture tat the world has got, being gather in one place.hmmm,3 days 2 ,night isn't quite enough.The 2nd night i heard CM and PM are there,and the funny thing was at that same night,there was a tilawah al-quran being held sumwhere in KL which is a more preferable place for a PM to be..hehehe.our PM sure does like bikini's more(i guess).Had a couple of drink~,and smoke lil bit,tat night sure get my head spinnin around in the sound of nature + sound of music..I also saw bunch of the local artist walkin around ,dun ask me who coz my cousin said so.hehe.and i just like "ooo okaaay~"(i didn't noe much of dee local one's),But i guess i saw brandon byod,the vocalist for incubus tat night.i dunno,mayb i was mistaken i guess.

Relationship

2008-11-21T05:01:00.002+08:00

Ala...me??,talking about relationship,ahahahaha..i mean,jambu NYER~OK OK,serious2.I guess all of u know relationship really means not just literally,but..hmmm..u noe wat i'm talking about riteee~~~~"Girls like guys becoz of their money and guys like girls becoz of thier body".Isit true??.Hmmmm sumthing to think about.leave ur comment.ya i noe that sum of the girls would say "no~~,we like hot muscular bodies,with lots of money" and sum guys might say "Yeah~ we like hot sexy bods and must be really2 good in bed"..leave ur comment.

When your best is not good enough.

2008-11-21T04:50:00.002+08:00

There comes a point in life where your best is not good enough.Sum of u might say "naaah~~shit happens"The question is,what are u goin to do about it?What are path should or shouldn't u take and most importantly where can tat path take u to?Hmmmm...i hv my own way to handle tis.How bout u??i would love to see ur comment..leave ur's if u care if not u're LAME~ AND WEAKK~

Went to each seperate ways

2008-11-09T09:41:00.008+08:00

Memorable moment
(berrie wit red shirt,alip kecik behind him,noor infront of him,zizan and lan tua stting down,sebee in da middle,then there's alip gemok,usup,abu besides me.)u guys rock.

It's been for a while since i checked in my myspace account.It has been always hard to find time to do tat.Wit all the projects,assignment,homework,tests i can barelly find a slot to even for me to hv fun myself.supposely i should be doin my past sem papers tis morning,but i felt like i deserve a short break from insanity.So i cleared my table from all those notes and start fooling around on the internet,listnin to a couple of songs,and hv a cup of hot coffee infront of my desktop.myspace was the 1st thing on my mind plus,i was affraid tat the account will expired.So i browse tru it and turns out 2 b it's still there.i had only 2 frens in the frens list(wat a gig).1 is my cuz,and the other is my schoolmate.kire mcm best fren la.but i don't quite like the term "bestfren".i prefer "closefrens" more.We were in the same school,we had our fun,he make jokes i laugh and remember it,i make jokes he fuckin laugh all the way tru it.We were even a consistent member of a band.i remember when we had our first performance.ahahaha.We totally rape tat hoobastank song,except for the song called "get free" by "the vines" which we rock.ahahahaha.i unintendedly knock hard on the percussion(btw i was assigned to be drummer tat time) and one of the symbol dropped the hell out of it.which appears to be so damn dramatic on the stage.The audience cheers up for tat and tot that there sum kind of drama on the stage but it was not,it was an accident(the screw which attached to the symbol loose).kinda miss tat time.And so was a time when we lightup firecrackers during the last day of SPM.ahahhaah.Me wit tat dude a'one.tat final day of SPM i brought a stacks of "tanglong"(a long firecrakers which chinese used to play during CNY).(where did i get it??tat is classified information).Anyway,just after the final papers finished,i asked tis dude a favour.since he drove to school,i want him to dropped me by in front of the school entrance(which is a busy road,coz there are 2 schools oppose each other, dee other 1 is st3sa) so tat, i can lightup this devils.But before tat we had to make sure tat nobody was around the entrance tat time and by "nobody" i meant the pengetua,mrPAN and cikgu fatimah,disiplinary teacher(if my name were balcklisted,i can't collect my SPM result tho)...i guess.So,when mrpan and cikgu fatimah was no where insight,tat dude stopped in the middle of tat busy raod(blocking the whole road) and i ran settingup the devils and light it up...i ran back to the car and we're drove off the raod.aahahahaha.It was a funckin wonderfool moment.tho dat raod blaze wit fire and loud noise.ahahaha.It took me about 5 minutes to setup tat thing and about 7 minutes the road was block,So u can imagine the sound of horn and the sound of "tanglong" being combined together.and i heard from the others tat the schoolguard came and turned off the fire when it was almost finished..(tanglong will blaze up to 10-15 minutes if u mind).Tat was not the whole of it.During merdeka night,me and berrie got up wit the same plan,but tis time it wasn't the school tat we target.it was Masja(a popular place for teens to hangout,date,lumba haram,becuz the road is wide,nice view and cool breeze).There's a lot more crazy things we did,sum of it are nasty,funny,dangerous.Tat time,Weed,cigarette,alcohol,music are teens most favourite wishes.But now,after highschool("high-school") finished,each of us has gone into our separate ways,sum went abroad for futher studies,sum went to local U(sabah,serawak),sum when to peninsular U(which is my case),sum allready in a working life environment,sum even allready got married.But watever it is,all of them have their own dreams and success awaits for them.Now,sum of them still looks the same,sum not(sum may grew big or gettin skinnier,ahahaha...i guess the drugs must hv stolen their weight from them(who grows) all this while).Sum hv the same attitude,sum changed.Ppl react and changed to environment and ppl around them.they hv to suit to an environment and a communities,and it's not dee other way round.Sumtimes,it sucks but still we hv to.Everyday we met new kind of ppl,and leave the old ones.But we never forget the old ones.We never loose anything just to be sumone's fren's,i have a strong believe in tat.Be balanced,make frens wit the hardcore's and also the so called good ppl.Then u compare their way of lifesyle and attitude.Back to myspace,i just knew tat almost all of my long lost fren hv an account in myspace.I found it out tru berrie's account.Not like me,they update their account almost everytime and kept in touch with each others.ahahaha.

Tributes to josephian,kolejian,stthom born in 1988.mainly josephian..

Me,at the frontline.

2008-11-05T11:40:00.004+08:00

oawwwwwwcchh~my back hurts..damn u karaokay sofa.great time last night doe~such a good way to release stress before gettin stress again.examination week for civil jan06 just started today,because of all posponed test.Here we go again..~the piles of books,uncountable notes,zillion formularssss and lot of past sem exam papers need to be redo.time not to be wasted,neither the mid night oil need to be burned.sleeping time oso need to be optimumly reduced or configured in such a way to bring a good study aura.MARCH MARCH MARCH!!

streotype's

2008-11-03T22:59:00.000+08:00

ello,2nd post yea.i just wokeup and feels like i'm still stuck in my dream.feeling dizzy rite now,i guess it must be the the nightmare i had...i dunno y i'm so tired these few days.should i hv gone jogging but when i wokeup it's already late.dammit.after having a cup of hot tea,i went to the next room and find today's cosmo newpaper.i flip through hv a glance of wats happening and found a very interesting article.it's about ulat mulong(sorry i dunno another term in english),for those of u guys dunno wat ulat mulong is,it's a fat lil white and black headed worm that you can find living in sagu tree root.The sarawakian is famous for having it esspecially the melanau and the iban.Some of u guys maybe thought to urself "who the hell eat worm?", "y worm?, if u have more delicious food than worm?".Well, u might hv thought the same thing when u first heard that ppl eat sushi."who the hell eat an uncook fish?" but after lil taste of it,u might like it.the lesson is don't ever critize until u try.hmmm..thou i never eat it myself,one thing i remember my mom said is tat it taste like chicken.Btw,i'm half melanau and half chinese,but for simplification it appears tat i'm a malay in my ic.Back to ulat mulong,i should try eatin tat next time.I havn't reach about the interesting part yet.Wat the article say is tat "Ulat mulong yang menjadi santapan rasmi bagi penduduk sarawak".Means tat every sarawakian family in each house have ulat mulong on the dinner table every day,without miss.(it explain with the phrase "santapan RASMI")i'm not an expert in bahasa but i noe lil bit.(mcm nasi la,nasi menjadi makanan RASMI)baru btol...Well tis is sooo~ not true.Tis is just like saying every chinese guy know kungfu.crap.i mean,try to see here..i'm a sarawakian..then who come i never eat ulat mulong.How stereotype can u guys be more??The last thing ma frens ever said is tat "eyh,i can't imagine u wearing cawat".ahahaaha..i just laugh at tat.pakai cawat sexy pe??before the british came,we dressed up by showing half of our nudity.Then the british came and changed and introduce a formal cloth tat cover our body.But today, it's the opposite way,u can see how sexy the mat salleh now when they dressed up.Tis is like telling others to shut the fuckup by shouting,and so are the streotype,they still think we wears cawat running around the cities.Often,when the peninsula's come to sarawak,they would go to the cultural village where performers where cawat to make performance as to entertained u guys and tat's it.These is to prevent any of these cultural elements to vanished and for the generation to come to appreciate different kind of cultures we hv here in sarawak..

my 1st post

2008-11-02T19:25:00.000+08:00

Dude..i got my 1st blog..OMG~~OMG~~ i still can't believe tis..OMG~kaay2 enough2(lebih2 da jak).wow,now i can write watever whenever critics whoever I wount.(as if i dun write any stuff before tis).kaay la,i need sumthing to eat,straving like hell .i skip my breakfast and my lunch....ya i think my pants are loose already.(tak pakai tali pinggang) shhhh...kaayla2 dah2.I'll see u guys later. chowlok.